Turf and sorrow upturned: 5 poems by Brian Baumgart

Turf and sorrow upturned: 5 poems by Brian Baumgart
Published: Feb 25, 2018
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With a keen physical attunement to the outdoors, and antennae that seem to catch the subtle, moaning details of landscape — the nasal scorch of poison, a forearm bloodied by thorns, the tongue salted by air — Brian Baumgart's laments deftly straddle ease and trouble, as if they're all part of the same dance to love and loss.
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PESTICIDE

Bring back my love in fields wild
with sunlight staining leaves

springtime tattooed

Listen to the whisper from the trucks,

the airplanes dropped low, helicopters
turning and turning.

The radio plays old songs today; the turntable
cracks. All music is cracked, even the songs

of birds. Close your mouth and feel eyelids burning.

Call it impairment. Call
it death. Call it the end
of tiny breaths.

 

Laborer's hands. [o]

THE RIVER

Do you remember the banks of dry sand
we’d carve into diamonds
just to cut our own hands like fire-ready
grass, slit after slit until the skin split
into cracked porcelain?

The river never lets our parents forget,

even on motorcycles speeding through deserts and mountains,
wheels slicing the blacktop
until the rubber shreds into stories they’ll never tell

unless we listen closely to the sounds their cracked hands
make when they curl fingernails into palms.

Sand catches in gears. Nothing slows
  but stops.

When you hear the zephyr listing across prairie,
how much do you remember
about that night? Sometimes, I imagine if we sever our hands
the forgetting will be the river turning dry.

 

Armadillo [o]

INSTALLATION: WALL ON THE BORDER

I hang paintings of wild cats
with copper twine, listening for electric cries
deep in the canyons below
mountains: here they are protected
like glass gloves on all the forgettable cacti

wearing coyote fur, in disguise. You can’t see him
through invisible walls because you can’t
see him at all. If anything

fingers entwined are impenetrable, the harbor of mind,

unfenced.

Self-portraits of dead men hang
on razor wire curled on fences
like regretful DNA. Do not pass.

You do not pass
for the creator if the only bloom you see
along invisible lines is blood
in sand. Even the river is invisible up close, and air

tastes like salt
you’ve sewn over their eyes,
so much vitality is fiction. Armadillos nose

the wall, eyes closed, remembering both sides, unsure
which should be called home,
though the choice has been taken, made
in pen, ink swooping like a skeletal hawk.

 

Fish with . . . [o]

WATER'S A LITTLE HIGH

On the sharp edges of the earth, we could be
drowning in asteroid dust with lungs filled
with sludge, concrete mixing until we’ve become
too heavy to float. The water is a little high

here. Boots sink far below and hips disappear.

But if we look past the reflection the sun casts
over the water, we can see ourselves

a thousand generations ago wearing gills,
the epitome of style for the time.
Webbed toes push the deep water back
into the blackness our mothers crawled from,

but the sun rises too far. The water’s a little
too high to reach the land. And isn’t this

the way it is, even now, everything
just a little out of reach, a little too much, too far?
So much we choke on the dust in our own breaths,
drown in every liquid that calls our bodies

home. Our mothers were the last gasp
of evolution and now we’re turning back.

 

Zanthoxylum americanum. [o].


PRICKLY ASH

A hornet lands on my arm, just above
the elbow, tiny pinprick feet dancing
circles, its ass rises then lowers,
contemplating my fate: to sting
or not to sting.

There is no question. Sweat oils my neck, fills the gap
between a filthy ball cap and head like warm mist.

But the sweat doesn’t come from fear.
I’ve been pulling prickly ash, midday,
and the sun sends blades to skin, cutting,
as my hands curl around the thin trunks

and I yank, feet dug into the soft spring earth,
feel a tug and lift as the roots release their grip
and let go.

The contemplation is imagination, of course. The hornet
cares nothing for me or how I end, even
if thoughts occur in its braided black and yellow head.

So I let it be, in its six-legged pirouette, and I wish
for a light breeze, feel the particles of sandy soil cling
to the slight hairs on my arms, climb
into open blisters. I don’t realize my eyes

have been closed, until they open.

The insect is gone, and I unharmed, burning.

 

 
BRIAN BAUMGART FILLS OUT THE WILD CULTURE SCRIBBLER'S QUESTIONNAIRE

1. What is your first memory and what does it tell you 
about your life at that time and your life at this time?


Although I’m certain that I’ve blocked out a certain 
percentage of my childhood, the first memory that 
surfaces is one in which I was sitting in a garden, covered 
in dirt, too young to speak clearly, while my mother pulled 
weeds. I, on the other hand, recall (and my mother has 
confirmed this) picking hot peppers directly off the plants and 
popping them into my mouth; and, then, because I had yet 
to develop knowledge of repercussions for my actions, I 
rubbed the pepper mash into my eyes. I don’t recall the 
pain that followed, but I’ve heard stories. What this tells 
me is that I’ve always been willing to take risks, to try 
something new, despite the possible consequences. This, I 
think, has followed me into poetry.


2.  Can you name a handful of artists in your field, 
or other fields, who have influenced you — who come 
to mind immediately?


I’m continually influenced by new artists all the time, 
particularly those I know, but some poets who 
immediately come to mind are Naomi Shihab Nye, Ed Bok 
Lee, Tony Hoagland, James Wright, and Denise Duhamel.


3.  Where did you grow up, and did that place and 
your experience of it help form your sense about place
and the environment in general?
I grew up between places.

I was born in semi-rural north 
western Texas to parents from Chicagoland, but a portion 





of my youth was spent in Little Rock, Arkansas — before 
moving to multiple blue-collar suburbs of Minneapolis and 
St. Paul. And, yes, these places I was raised in — and 
particularly the movement between them — gave me a view 
of place that is both stable and transitory; they 
remain, but the lives within them are fleeting. I also, in so 
many ways, attribute this viewpoint to the drastic climate 
differences between Texas and Minnesota.


4.  If you were going away on a very long journey 
and you could only take four books — one poetry, one 
fiction, one non-fiction, one literary criticism  — what 
would they be?


Poetry: Danez Smith’s Don’t Call Us Dead
. Fiction: Sherman Alexie’s The Lone Ranger and Tonto 
Fistfight in Heaven
. Nonfiction: Kao Kalia Yang’s The Latehomecomer
. Lit-Crit: I’d find an anthology with criticism of world 
folklore and fairy tales — not a specific one comes to mind, 
so y’all need to mail them to me along my journey.


5. What was your most keen interest between the ages 
of 10 and 12?


Baseball and Dragonlance novels, both of which remind 
me of that time of my life. I’m proud to say my 
ten-year-old son has embraced them as well.


6.  At what point did you discover your ability with 
poetry?


After graduate school, I’d been adjunct teaching at two 
different colleges, 100 miles apart — teaching whichever 
classes were offered and/or available — which meant that I 
often had numerous preps. This also coincided with the 
birth of my first child, and thus, time was limited. I was a writer, but I never felt as if I had the time for writing my 
fiction; I had three minutes here, five minutes there, so 
I could work on crafting lines and phrases. In the car 
during the commute, I would play with language in my 
head and attempt to record it when the words would strike 
me a certain way that made me leap into new ideas. The 
leaping was what did it; it drew me into poetry.


7. Do you have an ‘engine’ that drives your artistic 
practice, and if so, can you comment on it?


The lower lining of my gut, below the stomach, probably 
near the bowels (human anatomy has never been my 
strong suit), hums and then rumbles when the language — 
the words and sounds — is just right: even if it’s a bit “off,” 
perhaps especially so. My fingers itch when it has been 
too long since I’ve last written creatively.


8.  If you were to meet a person who seriously 
wants to do work in your field — someone who 
admires and resonates with the type of work you do, 
and they clearly have real talent — and they asked you
 for some general advice, what would that be?


This, of course, is biased toward my experiences, but I’d 
tell them to take risks. Find ways to smash expectations — 
but you need to know those expectations first. As a teacher 
of writing, I use the old go-to of “learn the rules, then 
break them.” If there’s any solid and general advice in 
creative writing, that’s it.


9.  Do you have a current question or 
preoccupation that you could share with us?


The question that I and my work keep asking is this: If we, 
as humans, are part of the environment — if we are part of 
nature — why do we work so hard to destroy the rest of it?








10.  What does the term ‘wild culture’ mean to you?

To me, “wild culture” is the fragmented, often explosive, 
often gentle way in which all natural things press up 
against each other and separate again. It’s the entwining 
and unraveling of the beings of the world.


11.  If you would like to ask yourself a final 
question, what would it be?


When you come up against the great unknown, will you 
hesitate or leap forward?







 

 

BRIAN BAUMGART is the Director of the AFA in Creative Writing Program at North Hennepin Community College, in Brooklyn Park, Minnesota. His chapbook of poetry, Rules for Loving Right, was released in 2017; his prose and poetry have appeared in a number of print and online journals, including Tipton Poetry Journal, Blue Earth Review, Good Men Project, SLAB, and Ruminate. He lives in a semi-rural area just outside Minneapolis.

 

 

 

 

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